Thursday, April 23, 2009

Equation

8.30 am + 1650 ml of brew malt + 200 micro gram of sabutomol + 64 mg of prednisolone + 4 hours of sleep + 6 mg of lorazepam + 450 ml of caffeine + 600 mg of tar and 45 mg of nicotine = ?

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The answer

because you tired and you dont give a shit ....
it not supernatural.....

Talking jive

part one
that a thing about people knowing anything about you before you meet them.... is that you have to work just to get people back to knowing nothing about you..... so..... i would take me an hour or two at this point.... to ease someone mind into knowing nothing about me.... from thinking they know something about me.....

part two
part of me doesnt like it when everything works.... i dont think everybody like it when everything works..... when i was 25.... i dont want everything to work.... i knew those were the years that is suppose to be fight it out..... and to expect your whole life to be the place when you have to fight it out.... and then realise that you dont have to anymore....

part three
it only fun when youre trying to get into your grasp.... it like you know when you catch it... throw back into water and catch it again... that really what i wanna do in my whole life....

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Halus

she smokes like an amethyst....
when shes deep in thought.....
her black hair curls down her slender white neck.....
on a cold lonely night she calls.....
sorry!.....
smoking a cigarette here and not divine!.....
she smokes a mild seven while a Nouvelle Vague song plays.....

For Love Not Lisa

i see what you did there...you trying to open me up so you could hurt my feeling...you like to hurt people.....well, i like to hurt people too....and you know what?....im better at it than you.....im about to hurt you more than you could ever can hurt me...... see, i just saw right through you....alone of all the people youll ever meet, i understand you....and youll never see me again....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Lies

if we could just be....
not want to be ...
and not try to be....
what would that look like?....
if you dissolve away the malicious lies....
the white lies....
and even the lies we dont know we were telling....
what would be left?.....