how does circumstance..... seems to fucked up every chance at living the truth in our heart... it seems the best laid plans fall just outside our hands...... and leave us broken down and far apart... but if faith play a role we know that someday what we want for ourselves in our lives, our hopes, our expectations, our plans will at least come true ... not all of it but some ... so just do it ... there are many things we afraid and dont understand... and we just have to do the best we can with the knowledge we have ...... and maybe this time fates will be kind to us......
i never knew the difference between bullshit or sincere, as long it sounded good while coming out
Friday, October 31, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Friday
sebab ape aku suka ari jumaat....
- boleh gi office lewat gile .... //lewat disini adelah dlm pukui 1030 ke atas
- boleh chill out kat office tanpa mebuat ape2
- boleh baca manga kat net sebab die dah update.....
- boleh balik awal tak pun lewat ..... tak kisah pasai dah tahu esok tak kerja
- bile balik rumah .... dah bersih .... ade orng tolong bersihkan.... thank you
- ari jumaat kasi hope yg weekend adelah weekend best gile .... // selalu nye tak a...
- start weekend... // 2 ari untuk tido lame gile .... dan takde orng call tanye pergi kerja tak ari ni
- etc etc....
weekends dont count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless
happy weekends
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Aqua vitae
Fuck ... bodo gile last post aku tu .. tah ape2 aku tulis .... tapi aku malas la pulak nak delete .... bangang gile ... sebab nanti aku ingat how fucked up i was that night ..... cun2....
last post ....
gile attention whore abis post aku tu ...
fuck duh .....
To aqua vitae: the cause of --- and solution to --- all of life's problems.
last post ....
gile attention whore abis post aku tu ...
fuck duh .....
To aqua vitae: the cause of --- and solution to --- all of life's problems.
Decision
today i mafde my descison that will affect my future....... it a first to me since idont make thast desicion often.... dont get me wrong ilikr it .... rephrase i love it ..... because ive been thinkong about this for a long time.... it suppose to be great but..... i dont know .... i had this feeling about my decision ... it dont seem rihgt.... it suppose to make me happy ...but it does the opposite.... i dont know why..... but i think it willl be a mistake.... it will cause aporblem..... maybe im scared...or maybe it about a comittment..... i do suck at commitment....fuck this shit....5this thing hount me ...for the past weeks... cibai ...crap sduh .....im not taht good with this kind of problem ... i udont face it ..... i run from a problem.... and those little tiny thing that used dont matter to me ...... now becomke a huge problem..... im really suck at this...hope the desicion i made on the afternoon either it become a right one ......or it will become some mistake taht in the future i will have a laugh with someone..... crap ... what im bvitching bout .. im sounding like i have avagina.... hahahaah ...... this is what u get ...when u have .....a ciuple of shot and 2 mug of a beerr........ hope i forget all this shit tomorrow .... cause people ssaid that alcohol do make thing f]goes away ......
// pardon the spelling and everthing......... i was under influence when i wrote this ..... cheeersa
// pardon the spelling and everthing......... i was under influence when i wrote this ..... cheeersa
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Empty
this last couple of weeks = suck // it not that suck it just outside a routine .... but since i own this blog and all blogger love to exaggerate... the word suck would be my choice of word ...
a lot of thing happen...
things that i can change...
things that i cant change...
things that i can change but im to lazy to do anything about it....
and it been like forever man....
what i need is to be empty...
i need some distraction...
no thinking shit...
escaping one last time...
hoping tommorow would be a good day to be empty......
// who like to be my designated driver?
a lot of thing happen...
things that i can change...
things that i cant change...
things that i can change but im to lazy to do anything about it....
and it been like forever man....
what i need is to be empty...
i need some distraction...
no thinking shit...
escaping one last time...
hoping tommorow would be a good day to be empty......
// who like to be my designated driver?
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Stupid
i cant believe i share a planet with a being as stupid as you
bodoh
bangang
kecik2 tak nak mampus dah besar menyusah kan orng
camne la aku bleh kenal orng camni
bodoh gile
ade ke patut?
bagi kerja last minute.... pastu kerja tu pulak kena amik mase at least 3 jam nak siap kan.... die nak dlm mase sejam ..... jenuh aku kena buat ...... bile dah siap nak kena hantar pergi print.... die nak siap ari nie jugak ... kedai printing tu ade kerja lain nak buat .... mane leh siap kan ari nie ... diorang cakap besok ... dah la nak print skit.... print la banyak2 ... lepas nie tak yah print lagi .... bile dah hantar semua pergi printing .... pukul 10 mlm ... die msg balik .... cancel print tu ... kita redesign... kepala hotak .... mak ko pelacur.... babi .... cibai gile.... kimak.... nak je aku sepak mamat nie....
In my opinion, we don't devote nearly enough scientific research to finding a cure for stupidity
asshole
bodoh
bangang
kecik2 tak nak mampus dah besar menyusah kan orng
camne la aku bleh kenal orng camni
bodoh gile
ade ke patut?
bagi kerja last minute.... pastu kerja tu pulak kena amik mase at least 3 jam nak siap kan.... die nak dlm mase sejam ..... jenuh aku kena buat ...... bile dah siap nak kena hantar pergi print.... die nak siap ari nie jugak ... kedai printing tu ade kerja lain nak buat .... mane leh siap kan ari nie ... diorang cakap besok ... dah la nak print skit.... print la banyak2 ... lepas nie tak yah print lagi .... bile dah hantar semua pergi printing .... pukul 10 mlm ... die msg balik .... cancel print tu ... kita redesign... kepala hotak .... mak ko pelacur.... babi .... cibai gile.... kimak.... nak je aku sepak mamat nie....
In my opinion, we don't devote nearly enough scientific research to finding a cure for stupidity
asshole
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Waitin
lame duh aku tunggu ....
ade dekat 5 jam ....
aku kena cancel plan ...
ade orng cancel plan ...
ade orng ajak lepak pehtu tak jadi lepak ...
ade orng pi tengok apprentice....
ade orng ajak pi minum tapi aku cancel ...... damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
akhirnya .....
berbaloi jugak 5 jam aku tunggu .....
micronesia wait for me ......
ade dekat 5 jam ....
aku kena cancel plan ...
ade orng cancel plan ...
ade orng ajak lepak pehtu tak jadi lepak ...
ade orng pi tengok apprentice....
ade orng ajak pi minum tapi aku cancel ...... damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
akhirnya .....
berbaloi jugak 5 jam aku tunggu .....
micronesia wait for me ......
Monday, October 13, 2008
Bragging Right
ade org tu pergi 4 kali ....
ade orng tu pergi 2 kali ....
tapi mamat tu pergi skali ja ...
in ur face
aahahahahaha
//damn depa tak kasi gamba lagi .... camne nak post nie
ade orng tu pergi 2 kali ....
tapi mamat tu pergi skali ja ...
in ur face
aahahahahaha
//damn depa tak kasi gamba lagi .... camne nak post nie
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
29 years
29 tahun dulu
-Aku baru lahir duh …. Time nie confirm gile aku nie cute…. Ahahahha… mane ade baby buruk duh …..
28 tahun dulu
-Aku tak ingat duh … ape aku buat time nie…. Yg confirm aku makan, berak , tido , melalak
27 tahun dulu
-MTV baru start duh ….. sape lahir tahun nie jadi budak2 MTV la …. yuck
26 tahun dulu
-Time nie Jermaine defoe baru lahir … pehtu die gi main team spurs… yg crap … tapi kat Malaysia ade 2 orng yg sokong team tu …. Ari ngan shebby
25 tahun dulu
- gaban, meero attack, kesatria baja hitam adelah rancangan tv yg diminati
24 tahun dulu
- aku pindah dari duduk kuala ke pekan ....
23 tahun dulu
-Aku masuk tadika duh…. Gile bosan masuk tadika …. Opah aku cakap time ni aku mals gile pi tadika …. Sampai ke tua aku malas pergi skolah ….. heheheh
22 tahun dulu
-Darjah satu …. Gile ah …. Time nie aku la hero
21 tahun dulu
- Appetite for Destruction..... the world's most dangerous band first album kuar. .... slash the man
20 tahun dulu
- marilyn manson ngan nine inch nail baru nak start .... trent ngan manson baru cuba2 nak main gitar
19 tahun dulu
-Time nie aku start bersukan …. Bukan cam setengah orng bile dah tua baru la nak pi bersukan … pehtu ajak orng gi main skali … aku dah bosan dah bersukan … dari kecik dah main dah ….
18 tahun dulu
- idola pada waktu nie adelah wings.... joe wing lah paling macho waktu nie...
17 tahun dulu
-UPSR ….. haram tak belajar pun … nasib baik la aku nye result ok … bleh la aku pi masuk skolah asrama ….
16 tahun dulu
- Aku masuk skolah agama duh … parent aku ingat dah besar nanti bleh la nak die jadi ustaz… ptui … hampeh …. Lagi jahat ade la….
15 tahun dulu
-i learn to smoke ... gile macho isap rokok .... fuck nonsmoker who feel annoyed when we smoke near them ... damn you
14 tahun dulu
-PMR ... tiket untuk masuk mrsm .... cukup2 makan .... kurt cobain mati .... nirvana suck dick...
13 tahun dulu
-aku kat mrsm serambi mekah .... time nie jadi hamba abdi ..
12 tahun dulu
-waktu nie aku lah god kat situ .... takdak sapa yg bleh lawan aku ... curi kertas soalan ... buat bende mengarut ... tak dak sape nak marah .... 1979 kuar... gile ah ... smashing pumpkins the man... lagu untuk batch legend je ....
11 tahun dulu
-Gila ... dpt pi uk tak mau ... berlagak nak pi us ... ambik ... kimak nye soros ....
10 tahun dulu
-last2 kena pi melaka.... anjing .... zaman fucked up bermula ....
9 tahun dulu
- looney planet dah mcm rumah sendiri .... party kat airport ....start kenal budak2 199 ... crap duh batch nie .... ade bawak basikal, bawak que snooker merata2, meja panjang kat rsu ....
8 tahun dulu
-team budak kaya dah masuk.... mcm2 perangai .... mamat putra... budak sarawak ...tupac ....sani sudin... minah botak ... minah chubby.... crap gak
7 tahun dulu
-batch tahun nie tak geng sangat la.... asyik nak bergaduh je kerja ... get a life la wei ....
6 tahun dulu
-one of the fantasy been fulfill ... tapi still crap .... still party je memanjang.... tumbuk lecturer.... horror gile
5 tahun dulu
-aman!!! ... mcm2 berlaku kat sini... the side that i never known exist kuar kat sini... fuck gile....
4 tahun dulu
-last year yg best kat melaka ... lepas nie tak best dah ...
3 tahun dulu
-mostly semua orng dah takde ... crap .... dah lame sangat nie.... same ngan van wilder dah ... kena cari jln nak kuar .... tak kan kena belajar? crap duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2 tahun dulu
-start on a big project ... been thrown a lot of promises .... in the end ape pun tak dak .... crap ...
1 tahun dulu
-finally complete study .... graduated .... got a job ... everbody said " welcome to the real world"... suck big time... had to deal with responsibility, commitment and discipline which is suck.... never good with those ... met new people... kinda cool ... still looking dare to be great situation...still fucked up ... still crap...
Now
-celebrate my birthday with 2 strangers while they discusing my future.... omgwtfbbq .... 29 years had passed ... nothing change... same old same old... life's a lot more fun when you're not responsible for your actions... // all this sound so fucking gay ...... panjang gile aku tulis ... tak larat nak edit ... fuck gile ....
don't take life too seriously, u'll never get out alive.
kthxbai....
-Aku baru lahir duh …. Time nie confirm gile aku nie cute…. Ahahahha… mane ade baby buruk duh …..
28 tahun dulu
-Aku tak ingat duh … ape aku buat time nie…. Yg confirm aku makan, berak , tido , melalak
27 tahun dulu
-MTV baru start duh ….. sape lahir tahun nie jadi budak2 MTV la …. yuck
26 tahun dulu
-Time nie Jermaine defoe baru lahir … pehtu die gi main team spurs… yg crap … tapi kat Malaysia ade 2 orng yg sokong team tu …. Ari ngan shebby
25 tahun dulu
- gaban, meero attack, kesatria baja hitam adelah rancangan tv yg diminati
24 tahun dulu
- aku pindah dari duduk kuala ke pekan ....
23 tahun dulu
-Aku masuk tadika duh…. Gile bosan masuk tadika …. Opah aku cakap time ni aku mals gile pi tadika …. Sampai ke tua aku malas pergi skolah ….. heheheh
22 tahun dulu
-Darjah satu …. Gile ah …. Time nie aku la hero
21 tahun dulu
- Appetite for Destruction..... the world's most dangerous band first album kuar. .... slash the man
20 tahun dulu
- marilyn manson ngan nine inch nail baru nak start .... trent ngan manson baru cuba2 nak main gitar
19 tahun dulu
-Time nie aku start bersukan …. Bukan cam setengah orng bile dah tua baru la nak pi bersukan … pehtu ajak orng gi main skali … aku dah bosan dah bersukan … dari kecik dah main dah ….
18 tahun dulu
- idola pada waktu nie adelah wings.... joe wing lah paling macho waktu nie...
17 tahun dulu
-UPSR ….. haram tak belajar pun … nasib baik la aku nye result ok … bleh la aku pi masuk skolah asrama ….
16 tahun dulu
- Aku masuk skolah agama duh … parent aku ingat dah besar nanti bleh la nak die jadi ustaz… ptui … hampeh …. Lagi jahat ade la….
15 tahun dulu
-i learn to smoke ... gile macho isap rokok .... fuck nonsmoker who feel annoyed when we smoke near them ... damn you
14 tahun dulu
-PMR ... tiket untuk masuk mrsm .... cukup2 makan .... kurt cobain mati .... nirvana suck dick...
13 tahun dulu
-aku kat mrsm serambi mekah .... time nie jadi hamba abdi ..
12 tahun dulu
-waktu nie aku lah god kat situ .... takdak sapa yg bleh lawan aku ... curi kertas soalan ... buat bende mengarut ... tak dak sape nak marah .... 1979 kuar... gile ah ... smashing pumpkins the man... lagu untuk batch legend je ....
11 tahun dulu
-Gila ... dpt pi uk tak mau ... berlagak nak pi us ... ambik ... kimak nye soros ....
10 tahun dulu
-last2 kena pi melaka.... anjing .... zaman fucked up bermula ....
9 tahun dulu
- looney planet dah mcm rumah sendiri .... party kat airport ....start kenal budak2 199 ... crap duh batch nie .... ade bawak basikal, bawak que snooker merata2, meja panjang kat rsu ....
8 tahun dulu
-team budak kaya dah masuk.... mcm2 perangai .... mamat putra... budak sarawak ...tupac ....sani sudin... minah botak ... minah chubby.... crap gak
7 tahun dulu
-batch tahun nie tak geng sangat la.... asyik nak bergaduh je kerja ... get a life la wei ....
6 tahun dulu
-one of the fantasy been fulfill ... tapi still crap .... still party je memanjang.... tumbuk lecturer.... horror gile
5 tahun dulu
-aman!!! ... mcm2 berlaku kat sini... the side that i never known exist kuar kat sini... fuck gile....
4 tahun dulu
-last year yg best kat melaka ... lepas nie tak best dah ...
3 tahun dulu
-mostly semua orng dah takde ... crap .... dah lame sangat nie.... same ngan van wilder dah ... kena cari jln nak kuar .... tak kan kena belajar? crap duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
2 tahun dulu
-start on a big project ... been thrown a lot of promises .... in the end ape pun tak dak .... crap ...
1 tahun dulu
-finally complete study .... graduated .... got a job ... everbody said " welcome to the real world"... suck big time... had to deal with responsibility, commitment and discipline which is suck.... never good with those ... met new people... kinda cool ... still looking dare to be great situation...still fucked up ... still crap...
Now
-celebrate my birthday with 2 strangers while they discusing my future.... omgwtfbbq .... 29 years had passed ... nothing change... same old same old... life's a lot more fun when you're not responsible for your actions... // all this sound so fucking gay ...... panjang gile aku tulis ... tak larat nak edit ... fuck gile ....
don't take life too seriously, u'll never get out alive.
kthxbai....
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
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