Friday, November 28, 2008
Noble
reminder
this is emo stuff .... im pmsing right know ... lot of ranting and bitching .... read with coutions
There a lot of thing that i need to talk about ....
but it seem there is no particular person to talk to that seem to make it right ....
warghhhhh .... need to sort this trust issues sometime .... fuck it ...
im not sure if the enviroment play a part ... or it just phase that all of us going through once in ur life.... or it just me getting old .... or it just a normal thing that i never care or notice before ....
i think about it a lot which take the toll of time of my own ... but looking back what im writing before it occur to me ... i do have to much time ... but never doing nothing with it .... except all the useless stuff.... hahahaha ... or this is a part where i start to grow up .... being mature .... act like people from my age ..... dammmnnnn ..... tired .... it the word im looking for .... but not exactly the right word .....
"you never solve ur problem, always run for it.. from the tiny one to the big problem all of it snowball and blow it up in ur face.and what u do after it .... u just smile and say that was good shit ... that ur problem" ...... said this girl .... she a "friend" of mine ..... we know each other for the past 10 years.... fuck her ... dont state the obvious ... i know that shit ... tell me something idont know .... yeah .... that will solve something .....
responsibility ....
that the word if scared of .... cause never good with it .... always try not to care bout it ... not everthing revolve around that word ... which make me sick .... never in my life im thinking about the right path or the wrong path ..... because to me the is no right/wrong path .... it just a choice that u make .... it how you intepret the path .... alll people make mistake .... it just a normal thing to do .... so what this fuss about chosing the right/wrong path ... it my life for god sake ... it does mean that it my desicion right? ... always tell myself it just another opinion..... u make ur own path ... ur own decision ..... fuck u who give me doubt abou t how i live my life .... you low life scumbag .....
i reread what im writing just now make me wanna slap me, hit me on crotch, broke my tooth and make me drink my own blood... all this are just another bump in the road .... dont be a pussy ranting and bitching bout ur life ...... while other people suffer more than u ..... or it just another desperate attempt to get epople attention ..... fuck you .... you attention whore .... mekeke...
what i need is someone who sane enuff to give me some cool opinon or someone who brave enuff to knock up some sense in this shitty thing call brain of mine .... the consequenses are only 2 ... if im open my mouth one of two things happens.... either forgives me or leaves me..... but everthing change ..... at best, i wind up exactly where i am right now, but it depend on the enviroment also .... it noble to want to confess..... really, it is..... but if the result just damage and pain, that's not noble, that's selfish...... im fucked....
what an entry that was ... gile fucking em .... shit fuck gile .... omgwtfbbq ....mekeke. .... to much time and not a thing to do .... to yg jadi camni nie .... atau to much sidney sheldon and jeffery archer ..... arghhhhhh... hahahahaha.....
// this post it just for entertainment only .... no human or animal were harm in the process of this entry just a few bantal and glasses.... dont take this post to serius ....it just another day of pmsing
// stressssssssssssssssss
//enjoy
// fuck i need a psychaterist ASAP ....
this is emo stuff .... im pmsing right know ... lot of ranting and bitching .... read with coutions
There a lot of thing that i need to talk about ....
but it seem there is no particular person to talk to that seem to make it right ....
warghhhhh .... need to sort this trust issues sometime .... fuck it ...
im not sure if the enviroment play a part ... or it just phase that all of us going through once in ur life.... or it just me getting old .... or it just a normal thing that i never care or notice before ....
i think about it a lot which take the toll of time of my own ... but looking back what im writing before it occur to me ... i do have to much time ... but never doing nothing with it .... except all the useless stuff.... hahahaha ... or this is a part where i start to grow up .... being mature .... act like people from my age ..... dammmnnnn ..... tired .... it the word im looking for .... but not exactly the right word .....
"you never solve ur problem, always run for it.. from the tiny one to the big problem all of it snowball and blow it up in ur face.and what u do after it .... u just smile and say that was good shit ... that ur problem" ...... said this girl .... she a "friend" of mine ..... we know each other for the past 10 years.... fuck her ... dont state the obvious ... i know that shit ... tell me something idont know .... yeah .... that will solve something .....
responsibility ....
that the word if scared of .... cause never good with it .... always try not to care bout it ... not everthing revolve around that word ... which make me sick .... never in my life im thinking about the right path or the wrong path ..... because to me the is no right/wrong path .... it just a choice that u make .... it how you intepret the path .... alll people make mistake .... it just a normal thing to do .... so what this fuss about chosing the right/wrong path ... it my life for god sake ... it does mean that it my desicion right? ... always tell myself it just another opinion..... u make ur own path ... ur own decision ..... fuck u who give me doubt abou t how i live my life .... you low life scumbag .....
i reread what im writing just now make me wanna slap me, hit me on crotch, broke my tooth and make me drink my own blood... all this are just another bump in the road .... dont be a pussy ranting and bitching bout ur life ...... while other people suffer more than u ..... or it just another desperate attempt to get epople attention ..... fuck you .... you attention whore .... mekeke...
what i need is someone who sane enuff to give me some cool opinon or someone who brave enuff to knock up some sense in this shitty thing call brain of mine .... the consequenses are only 2 ... if im open my mouth one of two things happens.... either forgives me or leaves me..... but everthing change ..... at best, i wind up exactly where i am right now, but it depend on the enviroment also .... it noble to want to confess..... really, it is..... but if the result just damage and pain, that's not noble, that's selfish...... im fucked....
what an entry that was ... gile fucking em .... shit fuck gile .... omgwtfbbq ....mekeke. .... to much time and not a thing to do .... to yg jadi camni nie .... atau to much sidney sheldon and jeffery archer ..... arghhhhhh... hahahahaha.....
// this post it just for entertainment only .... no human or animal were harm in the process of this entry just a few bantal and glasses.... dont take this post to serius ....it just another day of pmsing
// stressssssssssssssssss
//enjoy
// fuck i need a psychaterist ASAP ....
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Jiwa kacau
i know this thing exist
i thought this thing overrated
i never knew the different between this thing and that thing which look similar but not
i believe this thing happen to to everyone
i know this thing have a lot of definition
i notice most of us searching for it
i realize some of us try to ignore it
i never thought the effect of this thing is insane
i notice this thing will make u do thing u never do and most of it are stupid thing
i aint regret if i fall for this thing
i not sure if this thing happen to me or that thing
i sure if i pursue this thing, thing do change
i hope someday i find this thing
i hope i'll have the patient to wait for this thing happend naturally
i want this thing so bad but im afraid people do get hurt
im fucked
i thought this thing overrated
i never knew the different between this thing and that thing which look similar but not
i believe this thing happen to to everyone
i know this thing have a lot of definition
i notice most of us searching for it
i realize some of us try to ignore it
i never thought the effect of this thing is insane
i notice this thing will make u do thing u never do and most of it are stupid thing
i aint regret if i fall for this thing
i not sure if this thing happen to me or that thing
i sure if i pursue this thing, thing do change
i hope someday i find this thing
i hope i'll have the patient to wait for this thing happend naturally
i want this thing so bad but im afraid people do get hurt
im fucked
Dream is mimpi
is it normal when everytime you go to sleep u have a dream?
dan aku maksud kan setiap kali .... walaupun lu terjaga jap ...pas tu sambung tido balik ... mimpi balik.... sometime mimpi tu bersambung sambung .... cam mini series .... kadang2 lu mimpi bende yg same... in rare ocasion lu mimpi bende yg pelik gile babi ..... adakah korang ingat mimpi korang lepas bangun tido ? .... i try to remember everthing .... tapi cam biase la tak leh .... one of the functional hypotheses yg aku suka ...
Theory of "Oneiric Darwinism."
Dreams create new ideas through the generation of random thought mutations. Some of these may be rejected by the mind as useless, while others may be seen as valuable and retained.
satu laigi theory yg aku suka dan sometime bagi aku explaination about something is the concept of deja vu..... since aku banyak cam rase/namapak thing yg aku rase aku dah buat sblm nie .... so aku amik theory nie sebagai solution untuk problem tu ..... sick duh ......
walaupun takde the true expalination pasai dream nie .... aku amik die sebagai entertaiment .... and sometime a "what if solution" .....
hangpa mimpi dlm black & white ka dlm color ?
// link article dan jawapan untuk soalan ada kat sini
dan aku maksud kan setiap kali .... walaupun lu terjaga jap ...pas tu sambung tido balik ... mimpi balik.... sometime mimpi tu bersambung sambung .... cam mini series .... kadang2 lu mimpi bende yg same... in rare ocasion lu mimpi bende yg pelik gile babi ..... adakah korang ingat mimpi korang lepas bangun tido ? .... i try to remember everthing .... tapi cam biase la tak leh .... one of the functional hypotheses yg aku suka ...
Theory of "Oneiric Darwinism."
Dreams create new ideas through the generation of random thought mutations. Some of these may be rejected by the mind as useless, while others may be seen as valuable and retained.
satu laigi theory yg aku suka dan sometime bagi aku explaination about something is the concept of deja vu..... since aku banyak cam rase/namapak thing yg aku rase aku dah buat sblm nie .... so aku amik theory nie sebagai solution untuk problem tu ..... sick duh ......
walaupun takde the true expalination pasai dream nie .... aku amik die sebagai entertaiment .... and sometime a "what if solution" .....
hangpa mimpi dlm black & white ka dlm color ?
// link article dan jawapan untuk soalan ada kat sini
Friday, November 21, 2008
Blister
semalam aku tak pergi kerja .... sebab aku malas ..... dlm pukul 12 lebih makcik aku dtg ... so aku pun kena bangun la ... lepas kena bebel sebakul dua pasai tak kemas rumah .... makcik aku bagitau aku yg die a de cancer .... fuck gile .... tapi tu cite lain kali la .... malas aku nak cite pasai tu ... aku nak cite bende lain .... lepas tu aku pun call dulu kurus // bukan nama sebenar ... ajak pi lunch .... lepas lunch kita orng kena pi amik adik dulu kurus kat office die ..... lepas amik raja tidoq // bukan name sebenar .... kami pun nak balik la ..... dalam keta si dulu kurus tanya kat aku lelaki awesome // bukan nama sebenar ... jadi tak malam nie pi tengok performance kawan lelaki awesome kat laundry? ... aku cakap jadi pi .... lepaih tu si raja tidoq trus pi call kawan2 die ajak pi skali .... pehtu aku pi lepak rumah depa nie ... pasai aku malas nak balik rumah ..... performance dlm pukui 9 mlm start .... bila dah sampai rumah depa nie .... aku duk melayan tv ... aku perak gile pasai dah lama tak tengok tv ... // tv rumah aku rosak , sapa baik hati tolong la hadiah kan tv kan aku satu ..... mekeke ...... dah samapi rumah depa raja tidoq pun buat la aktiviti yg die suka skali ..... cuba teka apa? ... hint ... same ngan nama die ...ahhaahah.... tinggal la aku dengan dulu kurus melayan tv sambil tunggu kawan depa nie balik.... dlm pukul 9 kawan aku call cakap depa dah nak perform dah .... si orang gila // bukan nama sebenar baru je balik .... yg raja tidoq still lagi tidoq... orang gila duk tanya nak pergi ka dak tapi die masih lagi duk main ngan kucing die ...depa semua tak bersiap lagi ..... pehtu dulu kurus kata kat aku lelaki awesome yg kalau aku nak pergi dulu die bleh hantar... aku pun agree dengan suggestion dia ...kalau nak tunggu depa nie siap mau dekat sejam lagi .... so dulu kurus hantar aku pi laundry .... tapi sebelum aku turn keta aku bagitau kat die ... kalau nak mai nanti call tak pun kalau tak mai nak pi makan ka call ... lagipun aku tak tau camna nak balik sat gi ... so die pun kata ok .... sampai kat laundry member dah tengah perform ... dah main 3 lagu ....nasib baik la depa main 8 lagu ... sempat la aku dengar semua .... die nye band ok la ... takde la crap sangat .... lagu sendiri kira ok ... tapi die nye cover belh pergi gak ..... yg tak tahan pi main lagu jimi hendrix little wing ... member aku nie siap berdiri atas speaker nak goreng sambil tayang gitar gibson baru die yg pukimak mahal nak mampus .... lepas abis band die perform aku pun lepak la ngan mamat nie dengan beberapa member die yg aku tak kenai ... tapi mlm tadi aku nye hipokrit mode melampau so aku bleh lepak gila babi ngan diorang .... lepaih tu ade band budak2 perform .... gile gempak tak ingat .... abis rockstar duh .... atitude gile baik the man ... aku ngan kawan2 baru aku nie bleh pi depan stage nak tengok depa perform ... serius terbaik ... goreng pakai violin punya pengosok tu ... aku tak tau name die apa.... gila best tak ingat .... terase muda remaja balik ....ahhahahaa. .... lupa nak bagitau ... yg kawan baru aku tu semua umur aku .... semua dah jadi budak2 balik .... sampai la abis diorang perform baru la kitaorng lepak kat meja balik .... aku tengok jam dah dekat pukui 12 ..... confirm la depa nie tak dtg... aku pun nak kena balik .... kawan2 baru aku dah nak balik semua pasai depa ade kerja esok nya ..... so aku pun msg la si dulu kurus nie mintak favor suruh amik aku .... setelah 15 minutes tak berbalas .... aku pun call die ... coisssssssss masuk voice mail ....damn gile ... aku call beberapa kali .... tapi still sama ...aku dah gundah gelana .... macam mana nak balik rumah nie ..... aku pun pi cari teksi .... haram satu pun tak dak .... cuak dah nie ... camna nak balik .... aku pun mencuba nasib pi call raja tidoq ... walaupun aku tahu harapan aku tipis ...tapi aku still mencuba .... mana la tau die terbangun ka .... tapi aku dpt peti suara nye saja .... aku masih mencari teksi sambil membuat panggilan terakhir kepada dulu kurus .... semua benda tak jadi ...teksi tak dak .... dan aku dpt peti suara buat sekian kali nya .... so aku pun nekad .... aku kena balik rumah jugak ... solution die adelah jalan kaki .... fuck gile .... korang bayang kan lah .... late 20s man + midnight + hitam + drunk+ terhoyong hayang+ 30 minutes of walking ...... horror beb .... walaupun aku semput .... time2 nie la nak jadi ... nasib baik aku bawak inhaler ... walaupun aku tak larat ... perut aku besar duh .... walaupun aku muntah di tepi jalan ..... akhirnya aku sampai di rumah ....
itulah cerita yg aku nak sampai kan .... moral cita nie .... jangan seronok sangat sampai terlupa camne nak balik ....
//jgn la emo sebab aku guna nickname .... gila tak Fun duh kalau emo ....
//happy friday ....
itulah cerita yg aku nak sampai kan .... moral cita nie .... jangan seronok sangat sampai terlupa camne nak balik ....
//jgn la emo sebab aku guna nickname .... gila tak Fun duh kalau emo ....
//happy friday ....
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
List 2
aku takde bende nak post .... kalau ade pun cam depress je ... so menyampah plak aku nak post menatang tu ... so aku buat second list pasai lagu ....
top10beaches top 10 list of songs that remind me of a certain event .....
10: "California Dreamin' " - The Mamas & The Papas.
7 org + 1 unplanned vacation+ 5 days + JPA allowance = w00000000t !!!11111!!!!111!11shiftone1!11shift1!!1111capslock1! ... tiap2 ari dengar lagu nie pasal die pasang kat kedai yg kitaorng pergi makan ....
9: "Angel" - Sarah Mclachlan.
walaupun lagu nie pasai orng mati overdose heroin ... tapi bila gua dengar lagu nie ...cam die kasi insaf skit ... kasi fikir pasai hala tuju life gua... kasi lu semangat ... kasi lu pikir lu takde la crap sangat.... crap
8: "Angel of The Moon" - Thriving Ivory.
lagu ni ingatkan aku kat PORN ... CFF 7 ke 8 tak sure la yg mane satu .... ade satu scene nie time die tengah interview sorang minah yg tengah mabuk gile babi sambil nyanyi lagu nie tanpa tersalah lirik which is quite awesome .... pehtu band nie tengah perfom lagu nie kat background ... i know people watch PORN not for the music but do try to listen more maybe u'll find something.... mekeke...//CFF (College Fuck Fest)
7: "Taste of Ink" - The Used.
this song remind me of how desperate i have to get out of MMU and Melaka... gua kena buat something yg dah lame tak buat = Belajar .... suck duh life time tu .....
6: "Picture of My Life" - Jamiroquai
dengar je lagu nie teringat time zaman fucked up kat melaka... u dont do anything to attend the matter but let it snowball untill it blow up in ur face .... goodtime ..... hehehehe
5: "Blues at Sunrise" - BB King.
7 ari kat redang ... alone .... beach ... sea ... bar ... sunrise ... sunset... good music ... perghhhhhh... the best time of my life ....
4 "Little Wing" - Jimi Hendrix.
this song remind me the first 4 years kat mmu duh .... time nie best la ... Loney Planet... Rock and Rock Grill ... Chelsea ... Jonker ..... time nie masih muda remaja lagi ... perut masih boleh pergi lagi ....
3: "Let's Get It On" - Jack Black
moi .. 2 chicks ... and 1 hell of strip show ... that all i can say .... huba huba
2: "I Believe I Can Fly" - R. Kelly
lagu nie teringat time2 aku masih ade niat suci ... hati aku time nie bersih putih melepak ... time nie tengah ade dream nak tolong orng ... blum corrupt lagi .... tapi akhir nya ......... haih
1: "Antichrist Superstar" - Marilyn Manson.
this song change me to be me ...... damn you manson ....
songs that worth mention:
"Boo Hoo Clapping Song" - Carburetor Dung // lagu time naik bas nak pi rombongan/tournament mesti nyanyi lagu ni ... pastu lagu nie default song bebudak jamming ...
"Northen Star" - Hole //band bebudak rumah aku try nak main hole nye album "Celebrity Skin" so diorang start practice la kat rumah ... lagu nie la paling susah nak nyanyi ... menjerit2 tapi still tak jadi....
"Gravity / Man On the Side" - John Mayer // soundtrack life gua skrng ....
"Paint It Black" - Rolling Stone - // time kecik2 lagu nie theme song "Nam Tour of Duty" .... layan duh cite nie ....
"I Cant Stop Loving You" - Van Halen // first break up song ...
"People = Shit" - Slipknot // nak masuk programming mode (bunyi tranformer bertukar)... time tengah kelam kabut buat coding ... tak nak kasi tido ... nak kasi segar ... pastu nak dpt idea ...dengar lagu nie la
"Monster" - Ari Hest // lagu time buat FYP ....
Tell me what yours? .... up yours la .... mekeke ...
top10beaches top 10 list of songs that remind me of a certain event .....
10: "California Dreamin' " - The Mamas & The Papas.
7 org + 1 unplanned vacation+ 5 days + JPA allowance = w00000000t !!!11111!!!!111!11shiftone1!11shift1!!1111capslock1! ... tiap2 ari dengar lagu nie pasal die pasang kat kedai yg kitaorng pergi makan ....
9: "Angel" - Sarah Mclachlan.
walaupun lagu nie pasai orng mati overdose heroin ... tapi bila gua dengar lagu nie ...cam die kasi insaf skit ... kasi fikir pasai hala tuju life gua... kasi lu semangat ... kasi lu pikir lu takde la crap sangat.... crap
8: "Angel of The Moon" - Thriving Ivory.
lagu ni ingatkan aku kat PORN ... CFF 7 ke 8 tak sure la yg mane satu .... ade satu scene nie time die tengah interview sorang minah yg tengah mabuk gile babi sambil nyanyi lagu nie tanpa tersalah lirik which is quite awesome .... pehtu band nie tengah perfom lagu nie kat background ... i know people watch PORN not for the music but do try to listen more maybe u'll find something.... mekeke...//CFF (College Fuck Fest)
7: "Taste of Ink" - The Used.
this song remind me of how desperate i have to get out of MMU and Melaka... gua kena buat something yg dah lame tak buat = Belajar .... suck duh life time tu .....
6: "Picture of My Life" - Jamiroquai
dengar je lagu nie teringat time zaman fucked up kat melaka... u dont do anything to attend the matter but let it snowball untill it blow up in ur face .... goodtime ..... hehehehe
5: "Blues at Sunrise" - BB King.
7 ari kat redang ... alone .... beach ... sea ... bar ... sunrise ... sunset... good music ... perghhhhhh... the best time of my life ....
4 "Little Wing" - Jimi Hendrix.
this song remind me the first 4 years kat mmu duh .... time nie best la ... Loney Planet... Rock and Rock Grill ... Chelsea ... Jonker ..... time nie masih muda remaja lagi ... perut masih boleh pergi lagi ....
3: "Let's Get It On" - Jack Black
moi .. 2 chicks ... and 1 hell of strip show ... that all i can say .... huba huba
2: "I Believe I Can Fly" - R. Kelly
lagu nie teringat time2 aku masih ade niat suci ... hati aku time nie bersih putih melepak ... time nie tengah ade dream nak tolong orng ... blum corrupt lagi .... tapi akhir nya ......... haih
1: "Antichrist Superstar" - Marilyn Manson.
this song change me to be me ...... damn you manson ....
songs that worth mention:
"Boo Hoo Clapping Song" - Carburetor Dung // lagu time naik bas nak pi rombongan/tournament mesti nyanyi lagu ni ... pastu lagu nie default song bebudak jamming ...
"Northen Star" - Hole //band bebudak rumah aku try nak main hole nye album "Celebrity Skin" so diorang start practice la kat rumah ... lagu nie la paling susah nak nyanyi ... menjerit2 tapi still tak jadi....
"Gravity / Man On the Side" - John Mayer // soundtrack life gua skrng ....
"Paint It Black" - Rolling Stone - // time kecik2 lagu nie theme song "Nam Tour of Duty" .... layan duh cite nie ....
"I Cant Stop Loving You" - Van Halen // first break up song ...
"People = Shit" - Slipknot // nak masuk programming mode (bunyi tranformer bertukar)... time tengah kelam kabut buat coding ... tak nak kasi tido ... nak kasi segar ... pastu nak dpt idea ...dengar lagu nie la
"Monster" - Ari Hest // lagu time buat FYP ....
Tell me what yours? .... up yours la .... mekeke ...
Monday, November 17, 2008
List
top10beaches top 10 list artis malaysia yg musik die buleh pergi// base on my opinion
10: Black Rose ...// suara ajin dlm lagu penantian the man beb .... band lame nie .... time gua budak2 nie ... ajin pun dah tua dah umur dah masuk 40 lebih ... lagu ni karaoke layan nie beb...
9: Aris Ariwatan ..... // sedih beb lagu die ... tangkap leleh .... hahaha ... lamunan terhenti, cinta tak kenal siapa.... perghhhhhh.... suara die agak the man gak la...
8: Gigi... //gua tahu diorang bukan artist malaysia ... tapi gua nak letak gak beb..... sedap duh suara penyanyi die ... pastu pemain gitar die gempak beb .... main jazz beb ....nie jelah band indon yg gua bleh dengar.... lu kena dengar lagu "Selamat Datang Asmara" .... gile the man ... tak tido malam punye ...
7: Ning Baizura... // the only awek dlm list nie.... suara die tak bleh tahan beb ... gua suka minah nie since "Curiga" lagi .... plus die nye interview dlm FHM ..... huba huba...
6: 4U2C... // wasssssssssssupp!!!1111111... mekeke ..... "Fiona" .... enuff said
5: Langsuir.... //"Occultus Mysticism" gile gempak EP band nie.... black metal dude .... BUARGH.... hehehe .... black metal malaysia yg hebat ..... pastu name guitarist die plak Batara Guru Masbir Rabka .... gile ganas beb ....
4: Gersang ... // Man Bai, Man Greng, Acis, Jojet .... gile tangkap lentok band nie .... suara Man Bai sumpah sedap beb ..... "Masih Aku Terasa" cut me deep lagu nie .... jiwang beb ..... mekeke
3: Wing .... // Band paling legend kat Malaysia .... tapi gua suka band nie sampai album "Bazooka Penaka" je beb ... pastu si Awie buat palat ... nak jadi solo artist la plak ... ptui!!.... time nie la diorang nie idola .... gua simpan rambut panjang ... cuba2 nak ade goatee ... try nak main guitar tangan kiri semua pasal nak tiru Joe wing beb ... legend duh mamat tu ....
2: Teacher's Pet ..... // Sape tak tahu lagu "Warisan Wanita Terakhir" .... time nie semua pompuan nak jadi pompuan dlm pagu tu .... pastu semua laki nak jadi orng yg nyanyi lagu tu pastu perasan awek die warisan wanita terakhir ... crap .... hahahaha... mekeke .....lu orng kena dengar album die duh .... bukan satu lagu nie je best ... bnayak lagi ... try la cari lagu "Malas" .... the man beb lagu nie... Maman penyanyi band nie plak buat solo ... tapi still best duh ... kalau tak percaya lu dengar soundtrack "Layar Lara" ... pelik music mamat nie ... tapi cun beb.....
1: Boys & Girls 1 +1 = 3 .... // nie bukan band ... nie album ... first english album menang kat AIM kut....... gua tak sure sangat pasal tu ... yg confirm gile .... mostly bebudak 77 to 81 confirm pernah dengar album nie ... album nie change most of our life ... poyo gile ... tapi serius the man gile album nie ... Nice Stupid Playground, OAG, Broadwyn, Nita an Intoxicated.... time nie Nita cun gile ... skrng dah tak dah ... dammnnnnnn .... mane nak cari album nie balik ? .....
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Belief
i believe:
- that human is human, they cheat and lie, they do bad thing, they do good thing,they get jealous, they pretend thing are ok when they not, it a normal thing...
- that there no such thing as a bad or good person, it just how society perceive it...
- that all politician are corrupt and cannot be trust motherfucker...
- that everyone are hypocrite ...
- that everybody judge everbody // those who think they dont jugde... i give you my jari hantu...
- that you cannot put your trust on someone... sooner or later they will fucking disappointed you...
- in lie ... because that what make you normal...and if you good at it will make you somehow succesfull...
- in honesty... although it might hurt but it is better to know than not knowing at all...
- that opinion is good... but for me opinion is like and asshole, everybody have one..
- that there are 3 sides for every story.... the winner's , the loser's and your interpretation of that story...
- that hope is fucking evil... hope is the denial of reality...hope is the first step on the road to disappointment... but sometime hope does gave us a belief that something better out there...
- that everbody have a dirty little secret... and if the secret is no longer a secret .... definitely you treat him differently....
- that knowledge is king... and if you have strengh and charisma... you'll for sure can rule the fucking world...
- that there must be something suspicious if someone does have any enemy and all people seem to like him/her....
- that life's too fucking short to waste time trying to please every meddlesome moron who's got an idea how i ought to be...
- that everybody at least has a chance to be awesome, either you have a ball to do it or you to pussy to cash in...
- that friendship is overrated, we are brainwash by the movies and series that revolve around the meaning of friendship. there is no FRANCE (friendship remain and never can end), there is no "I'll be there for you shit", it just a couple of people that you feel comfortable to hang out with. friendship in movies is like a mythical creature, like unicorn, where there is no evident such creature exist....
- that money contibute to happiness.... i loathe people who believe "that money cant buy happiness, love is everthing" mentality... try having 10 kids and not have the money .... all those love can buy you food? ... fuckface....
- that you not innocence after you turn 13 .... you have to know all the freaky stuff... if you dont, either you stupid or ignorant...
- that people who talk to their pets are either lonely, have some weird imagination or have to much love.....
- that life's disappointments are harder to take when you dont know any swear words....
- in ghost and alien but i dont believe in bomoh...
- that being alone is cool to a certain extend... you need some alone time to work shit out...
- that mostly everyone had a "slap in the face" moment...
- that smoking cigarette will boost your coolness level to a power of 10... having a cancer stick between your finger while blowing a smoke from your mouth was so freaking cool...
- that the phrase "I'd like that" will lead to heartbroken or euphoria...
- everyone either still searching or have found their "slutty pumpkin"...
- that rules are for nice little people....
- that questions i know the answers to i dont need to ask, right?..
cynical?
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Mistake
mistakes are avoidable error.....
there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake.... but you don't really know it's a mistake..... because the only way to know that it really is a mistake..... is to make that mistake and go, "dude, that was a mistake"...... so really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake..... because then you'll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not.
here's the thing about mistakes...... sometimes, even when you know something's a mistake, you gotta make it anyway......
//still dont have the ball to make this mistake ...
there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake.... but you don't really know it's a mistake..... because the only way to know that it really is a mistake..... is to make that mistake and go, "dude, that was a mistake"...... so really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake..... because then you'll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not.
here's the thing about mistakes...... sometimes, even when you know something's a mistake, you gotta make it anyway......
//still dont have the ball to make this mistake ...
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