Jiwa kacau

i know this thing exist
i thought this thing overrated
i never knew the different between this thing and that thing which look similar but not
i believe this thing happen to to everyone
i know this thing have a lot of definition
i notice most of us searching for it
i realize some of us try to ignore it
i never thought the effect of this thing is insane
i notice this thing will make u do thing u never do and most of it are stupid thing
i aint regret if i fall for this thing
i not sure if this thing happen to me or that thing
i sure if i pursue this thing, thing do change
i hope someday i find this thing
i hope i'll have the patient to wait for this thing happend naturally
i want this thing so bad but im afraid people do get hurt

im fucked