Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Reverie

when did we forget our dreams? ....

the infinite possibilities each day holds should stagger the mind ... the sheer number of experiences i could have is uncountable ... breathtaking ... and im sitting here refreshing my inbox ... we live trapped in loops .... reliving a few days over and over ... and we envision only a handful of paths laid out ahead of us ... we see the same things each day ... we respond the same way ... we think the same thoughts ... each day a slight variation of the last ... every moment smoothly following the gentle curves of society norms ... we act like we just get through today... tommorrow our dreams will come back to us ....

and no ... i dont have all the answer ... i dont know how to jolt myself into seeing what each moment could become ... but i do know one thing ... the solution doesnt involve watering down my every little idea and creative impulse for the sake of someday easing my fit into a mold ... it doesnt involve tempering my life to better fit someone's expectations ... it doesnt involve constantly holding back for fear of shaking thing up ...

this is very important ... so i want to say it clearly as i can ...

FUCK ... THAT ... SHIT ...

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